What cold light is.<\/p>\n
Aging past desperation. Someone’s idea of excitement is a rusty barrel of boredom. Searching for air to breathe, gasping for time to breathe. Hoping like a dying man. Choosing like a prisoner.<\/p>\n
Writing notes, pathetic to the immensity of slipping time. It helps to hold on to that dream this morning. But the immensity sees the notes away, displacing all things.<\/p>\n
The grieving of the stoic face. Someone’s smile that is impossible to share. Running to and fro futility and stupor, up and down promises and neglect. <\/p>\n
The quiet air full of prequel wishes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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