{"id":241,"date":"2011-03-09T09:58:12","date_gmt":"2011-03-09T09:58:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/?p=241"},"modified":"2011-03-09T10:04:38","modified_gmt":"2011-03-09T10:04:38","slug":"mardonier-wip-9-march-2011","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/mardonier-wip-9-march-2011\/","title":{"rendered":"Mardonier (WIP) 9 March 2011"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: left;\">So, what the hell have I been doing all this time?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">For starters, I finally quit my teaching <a href=\"http:\/\/lifeway.ac.nz\/media-faculty\/\">job<\/a> &#8211; a risky move, which might be construed to be a bold decision, or if time convicts, a dumb play. There it is, I suppose.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Of course, the <em>reason<\/em> why I quit was simple: want to get back to working in CG. Whether I&#8217;m  working for a company, or working on my own, I want to be working on it,  not <em>about<\/em> it, if my drift is catching you.\u00a0 I did enjoy  teaching, for sure, but there comes a time, for a person with a  disposition like myself, after looking at so many students advancing in  their craft, and producing excellent work, that the inevitable envy  questions me: &#8220;What about you?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Indeed, what about me? What have I  produced recently? What new things have I learned about my passion? I  couldn&#8217;t write off teaching as a useless endeavour &#8211; far from it: I&#8217;ve  learned what teaching was all about, and I was getting good at it, too; I  learned that I could test logical workflow techniques, albeit untested,  on students and they could be the guinea pigs that provide insight on  how to revise such techniques or methods; I&#8217;ve met great students, who  were also great and big-hearted people, who excelled and inspired me in  the way that I hoped to have inspired them.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">But still: I was  getting really hungry for cutting it deep with my craft, and I knew that  the longer I spent in teaching, the worst it&#8217;s going to get; the less  time I&#8217;ll have, more frustration, and an ever-deepening situation  between what I desire as an artist and what I&#8217;ll have at the end of the  day.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">This week is my first week off the job. The first order was a  modelling reel (because it is the easiest to do), and I decided to do  &#8220;Mardonier&#8221;, a character that has been in my chest for over a decade  now. This character is full: I&#8217;m currently writing a small novel around him but, obviously, I can&#8217;t talk about that now.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Shown below is the final base mesh which was derived from another project I shelved for now. Face mesh was an old one I did; needed lots of topology reworking, and revised it to match Rainer Maria Rilke, which was the rough basis for the character. I&#8217;ll put this over to Mudbox to focus on Rilke&#8217;s likeness there.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Everything except the shoe was also a topology rework. The shoe was based off the Merrell <a href=\"http:\/\/media.rei.com\/media\/mm\/be87e77a-e1dd-4265-9c66-fb235e3d3abc.jpg\">World Rambler<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.shoesontheweb.com\/store\/catalog\/large_long\/Mens-MERRELL-World-Compass-World-Compass-DarkEarth-MJ45145.jpg\">World Compass (Traveller)<\/a>, and <a href=\"http:\/\/thumbnail.image.rakuten.co.jp\/@0_mall\/bostonclub\/cabinet\/10s-dsift-otter-r1.jpg\">Downshift<\/a>. Great-looking shoes; it wanted me to buy a pair (or two).<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">\n<figure id=\"attachment_245\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-245\" style=\"width: 300px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Mard_03_March9_2011.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-245\" title=\"Mard_03_March9_2011\" src=\"http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Mard_03_March9_2011-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Mard_03_March9_2011-300x300.jpg 300w, http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Mard_03_March9_2011.jpg 741w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-245\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Head final<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_244\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-244\" style=\"width: 300px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Mard_04_March9_2011.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-244\" title=\"Mard_04_March9_2011\" src=\"http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Mard_04_March9_2011-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Mard_04_March9_2011-300x300.jpg 300w, http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Mard_04_March9_2011.jpg 741w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-244\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Head final (wireframe)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_242\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-242\" style=\"width: 162px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Mard_01_March9_2011.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-242\" title=\"Mard_01_March9_2011\" src=\"http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Mard_01_March9_2011-162x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"162\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Mard_01_March9_2011-162x300.jpg 162w, http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Mard_01_March9_2011.jpg 402w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 162px) 100vw, 162px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-242\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Base mesh final<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_243\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-243\" style=\"width: 162px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Mard_02_March9_2011.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-243\" title=\"Mard_02_March9_2011\" src=\"http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Mard_02_March9_2011-162x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"162\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Mard_02_March9_2011-162x300.jpg 162w, http:\/\/faulknermano.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/03\/Mard_02_March9_2011.jpg 402w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 162px) 100vw, 162px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-243\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Base mesh final (wireframe)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Beethoven, Mozart, Atticus Ross (Book of Eli), and Wallflowers have been my fickle friends, but Wallflowers the less fickle of them all.<\/p>\n<div id=\"_mcePaste\" style=\"position: absolute; left: -10000px; top: 0px; width: 1px; height: 1px; overflow: hidden;\">\n<p>So, what the hell have I been doing all this time?<\/p>\n<p>For starters, I finally quit my teaching <a href=\"http:\/\/lifeway.ac.nz\/media-faculty\/\">job<\/a> &#8211; a risky move, which might be construed to be a bold decision, or if time convicts, a dumb play. There it is, I suppose.<\/p>\n<p>Of course, the <em>reason<\/em> why I quit was simple: want to get back to working in CG. Whether I&#8217;m  working for a company, or working on my own, I want to be working on it,  not <em>about<\/em> it, if my drift is catching you.\u00a0 I did enjoy  teaching, for sure, but there comes a time, for a person with a  disposition like myself, after looking at so many students advancing in  their craft, and producing excellent work, that the inevitable envy  questions me: &#8220;What about you?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Indeed, what about me? What have I  produced recently? What new things have I learned about my passion? I  couldn&#8217;t write off teaching as a useless endeavour &#8211; far from it: I&#8217;ve  learned what teaching was all about, and I was getting good at it, too; I  learned that I could test logical workflow techniques, albeit untested,  on students and they could be the guinea pigs that provide insight on  how to revise such techniques or methods; I&#8217;ve met great students, who  were also great and big-hearted people, who excelled and inspired me in  the way that I hoped to have inspired them.<\/p>\n<p>But still: I was  getting really hungry for cutting it deep with my craft, and I knew that  the longer I spent in teaching, the worst it&#8217;s going to get; the less  time I&#8217;ll have, more frustration, and an ever-deepening situation  between what I desire as an artist and what I&#8217;ll have at the end of the  day.<\/p>\n<p>This week is my first week off the job. The first order was a  modelling reel (because it is the easiest to do), and I decided to do  &#8220;Mardonier&#8221;, a character that has been in my chest for over a decade  now. Outwardly he is nothing <em>special<\/em>. But that&#8217;s how it is for most of us, isn&#8217;t it?<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So, what the hell have I been doing all this time? For starters, I finally quit my teaching job &#8211; a risky move, which might be construed to be a bold decision, or if time convicts, a dumb play. There it is, I suppose. 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